...and Now i get YET - (another) - <idea!>
~ my weird mind.
One of my favorite songs is playing now, it is by a band from my youth known as “blue-eyed soul,” since they wasn’t BLACK men! I cannot hum it for you and I do not have recall of the name.
Also I don’t hum very well/good. [no excuse, really. Now we have a.i. Yep “blue-eyed soul” was a thing, and I searched it. I think it was (not Hall and Oates but…) Here it is: Average White Band - I also have some recall of the songname and I believe it was the song: “pickin’ up the pieces.” That is also what it sounds like: music in pieces is a good description of what we called “funk.” Yes, I think that was it.]
That leads us into our topic rather well actually.
And Now I Get (yet) Another IDEA. [Hey, why don’t I write about Ikea?]
You see how it happens? It’s just like a waterfall of i-Kea-deas. I am like a walking Wal-Mart (how about an article comparing Ikea and Wal-Mart?) with no organization to the aisles. Normally, that would led to riots and chaos. But I am one solid individual: that seems to rule out riot, except for the one inside me. And nobody but me cares about that. If I care…
I’m here. For several reasons, not only the autism thing, I have.. (complete drop out no idea what I was “about to say”)… (I have) other blockages or other things holding me back. I have thus for failed to make any mark in the world or even have a career on any level except the bottom rung. (I am still looking for work and I have a new resume, prepared by the assistant (human) at the neraby Goodwill Industries store—she is hiding in the back like the Wizard of Oz but I found her!)
I am Autistic but I am not “weird” in the physical dimension. You wouldn’t notice: nearsighted, pot-bellied (now not so much), hay fever, balding, etc. won’t reveal it all but I have some special sauce (or karma) that gives me the ability to look quite normal and even handsome with my clothes on. Everything is just under the perception level so people think I am not only normal neurologically but rather charming at first.
But if you make me a low-context social engagement move, such as saying “how are you?” (which I cannot even answer) or something with at least SOME context that I can answer, my answer is (to neuro-typicals) oddly “wrong” or “off.” I do not create “rapport.” There is lacking the usual instant reciprocation of social signals.
So, here I am stuck. Maybe it is better to just stop and go back to what the theme of this screed was: what it was for just an instant in time, as I have totally forgotten what I was writing about. OK, maybe I can just remember without scrolling up?
. . .
Oh, yeah. That time [it worked]… It was about getting rather sudden or immediate ideaRs. Everything throws me off; I need to start over. Actually, it’s just creativity and maybe I can work with it. There we have another problem/issue: the decision of whether to try and be accepted by others, which is a Sisyphus-like tribulation or trial, or alternative to really explore the farther dimensions of art like I am Yoko in Soho on a Foggy Day in London Town in New York w/ John Lennon. (I used the last name there because he was on the top of my artist list, along with several others I won’t name, back when I cared. I don’t listen to amy music anymore unless the Internet forces it into my face.)
So, what does the article title say, exactly (I approximate a lot). It was “now I get yet [I LIKE that rhyme, man!] another idea.”
Well, you know what? I feel great. I covered a lot of things. I am going to STOP here.
NOTE: here is how to do that thing with the ‘elipsis,’ the three dots I inserted into the middle of a separate line: use “poetry block” under ‘More,’ which is next to ‘Button.’ Go to ‘More,’ click. Then from the list you pick “poetry block.” This applies to the individual line so isolate one line of text and the app won’t reduce the spacing. Rather it will save whatever exact spacing you made.
That way, I made my own custom division in the article, avoiding the easy choice of just using what they call a “pull” quote, which is also in the middle but different. And I notice differences.